"Sure it was easy to write them they are just words until I truly believe them.
It made me think that it could be possible to be all I want to be.
When people see my picture with my poster what do they see... Do they think I think I'm beautiful? Do they think that of me? I hope one day I can truly feel good with what I'm working with and working on is the key.
It's crazy how people can bring you down or bring you up!
I have days where I look in the mirror and I'm like wow I look pretty today. But I've never felt beautiful on an average day. My wedding day I felt beautiful in every way. I feel that others around me brings down, use me, and step on me. I like to think I have a strong beautiful heart but it's hard when the out side conflicts. As far as my appearance no I don't think I'm beautiful on the out side. I'm not thin or have cute clothes or know how to wear make up. I'm working on becoming what I want but it's taking time..lol all in all I have a wonderful family and I'm trying my best to do what we need. I'm taking care of my body and trying to be a good person. Not today not tomorrow but I hope one day I can hold this sign up and truly believe the words on it ."
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